I remember, now, why I have procrastinated-getting back into shape SUCKS. The repressed memories came flooding back to me as the flames shot through my quads, calves-pretty much every leg muscle in my body. I think cardio is the hardest. Eventually it will feel better, and that is what keeps me going!
THE REAL ENEMY. Food. I have discovered that food is not going to be my friend. We use to be pals, enjoyed quiet time together; now, it punishes me. How do I find the willpower to not eat? I LOVE food...I WANT food....I NEED food. OMG...stop me!!! I can see that my biggest obstacle is going to be food. I've always been like this; however, two kids later my body reacts differently-holds onto it. My metabolism is close to non-existent, and my pants have taken on a new shape. UUUGGGHHH.
Oh, and according to the height and weight ratio, my target weight should be lower (about 5 lbs.-perhaps we'll address that once I reach MY goal); and I am overweight according to the BMI thing. Never would have considered myself "overweight," but I suppose I'll deal with that too! Who comes up with this crap anyway, the freakin' Barbie designer at Mattel?
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