Thursday, August 11, 2011

August 11, 2011...Day 99!

Well, my 60 days have come and gone.  My weight has come, gone and, unfortunately, come back again.  Wow, I just realized that it has been exactly three months since my last post-pathetic, I agree.  I cannot believe it's actually Day 99.  I almost went 100 days with no success!  Why is it so hard to get going and stay going?  It's really quite depressing.  I thought about starting Weight Watchers, but apparently I am too lazy to get online and sign up.  See, even the simplest task becomes SO much.

I am changing my tune now.  In my defense, the summer has been extremely unexpected.  We spent a lot of time out of town, at my in-laws, due to my mother-in-laws hard fought loss to cancer; and ended up living there for about a month in the end.  I did start running just to keep some sanity about myself, however, I didn't keep it up once I got back.  I felt like I had so much to catch up on - whenever would I make time for me...and to workout?!?  My free time has to be spend cleaning, doing laundry and just being a mom (which I have totally sucked at this summer).  I really want to take some time for me and get healthy.  I want to show my kids a healthy lifestyle...can anyone out there help???  AAAAHHHHHHH.

Well, that entry was a total blow.  Could I have been any harder on myself?  I do want to get healthy and in shape.  Any tips out there?  I will say I feel more energized in the fall so hopefully that will be the key!  I cannot believe this is Day 99.  Day 100 would be the perfect time to get back in the game-guess I'll have to change the title....ANEWMEIN160!

Have a good one!